Not that long ago i finally decided to meet someone that ive known by heart and face for many many years. From day one i chose him over anyone else. Sense ive met him., ive been married and have 2 children. Im not a size 4 anymore. Im a size 12 full bodied woman. And ive never been ashamed. Ubtil i met him. He hasnt talked to me sense and i think its because im bigger that what he thought, ive always thought that love is more than looks. Ive never felt so let down by somebody..ever, youve let me down. Way down..i just wanted him to know that ive found the strength to say rejection hasnt felt so bad after all.